Since thursday last week to thursday tis week... it was total MADNESS!
i had three papers;
1. Mon - Meeting Events and Incentive Travels
2. Tues- Principles of Management
3. Thurs - Mgt accounting & finance for hospitality and tourism
Guess what cos i got back on tuesday night from perth. Wednesday morning had CDS test on Negotiation and Dispute Resolution.. great timing isn't it. had to spent the entire time on my flight back studying, oh yah just to let u guys noe. Studying on a plane is not a conducive environment.. so don try it! on thursday i had Culinary proficiency test.. had to cook up and plate a dish Appetizer.
SO only on thursday night that i could begin my revision for the above mentioned papers. from thursday night, friday, sat and sunday had to squeeze in 18 chapters of lecture notes and 11 topics of POM!!! had very bad headaches, felt just not in the mood to study, but the thought of re-taking supplementary papers kills but had to continue to study. On sat morning till afternoon, went to the cemetary to "qing ming" then went to the library to photocopy notes. on saturday! can u beat this? just two days before the exams.. every thing not done! emotions of fear, uncertainty and signs of stress showed thru the bloodshot eyes and the sore throat & just the constant headaches.
everyday starting frm sunday... i forced myself to wake up abt 745am to start my study schedule at 8am, pulled my unwilling body up from the Oh-So-Comfy bed of mine.. and plunged myself onto the seat and slouched against the study table and just force the points into my tiny brain.. that was how pathetic i was..
i can honestly say for sure... i almost broke down. peifang would understand.. during my msn replies... i was feeling all sorts of emotions of fear, kan-chiongness... but thankfully i have GOD. i wouldn't haf made it through this difficult phase and period if i didn't have Him. HE was the one whom i knew right from the start that HE will make a Way for me when there seems to be no way. this christian song was my source of motivation, inspiration and peace. everytime when i noe i can't handle it anymore, i can't concentrate nor focus... a short prayer helped me! Thank You God! for without u, i would not be able to do the papers. but becos i believe and trust in You that u will make a way. I believe i'll be A-OK! (",)
*P.S to ALL my friends who are still having their exams or going to haf theirs. Hang on and perserve! Good Luck!