Tuesday, April 27, 2004

today today today,

went to sch's swimming pool together with my cousins for a swim and tanning session. i must say this is the BEST time i had at the pool. real fun~! we played in the smaller pool, those movable floatable stuffs... sat on it and just chit-chat.. talked abt anything and everything, we made some musics too.. haha through our own means... haha! damn farnie.. we were wondering if there was anyone at engineering sch canteen or just walking on the concourse level.. i'm so sure they will be luffing at us. Well.. really had a great time!

after that, went to century square to eat Tepanyaki~! *shiOok! its been like almost a month since i went there.. the black pepper gravy is super delicious! lyd got 1st, dan 2nd and me 3rd and also the last to finish the meal... after which went to lyd's place to put her stuffs and head to my place to put my stuffs and grab the books for PTC Bazaar. after which, lyd and i went to PTC to teach the teens, i noticed the change in them... when i was teaching, they were actually really PAYING ATTENTION.. its not like dem u noe, usually they being sec 3 kids, sure sure confirm be distracted and just walk here walk there.. but BUT, they sat down and listen quietly and ASKED questions today. =) i'm sO happy!

There are alot of problems and issues they haf, unhappiness and hatred and misunderstandings between each one of dem, too many! really~! every week, when i come for lesson, they haf new updates, this week okie H is the target becos of .... yadadadad... and previous week was F becos of ....... its so complicated and being an outsider who only gets to meet them during tuition class, gets drag in and asked of opionions. but the main thing is "who is telling the truth?" *dumbfounded

My question is what is Truth? how can i find trust in friends? The world and everything seems so skeptical now, who is sincere and who is wearing a mask?