i wouldn't change any bit

after 6 months of living in a "pig sty" as my mom claims my room state to be,
its finally neat and tidy somewhat "what a girls room" should be,
actually i've gotten use to the former,
budden just to please my oh mom i just had to do it someday somehow,
i chose this day! *phew.. i'm glad its all over

As i look through the photos taken for the past 3 years of my poly life,
i realised how much WE have grown,
from our first "synchornised" coloured resentations suites and hair buns,
to our most recent individual style,
most definitely developed an air of confidence,
most of us will probably be ready to step into the world of "chiOong ah" or "late nites at work",
and as i recall people whom i used to be very close with are now just aquaintance,
i wonder why,
i most definitely have not changed at all,
those close to me would know friends are my top priority,
i can not have boyfriend but i need friends,
that's just me 3 yrs back,
and still is right now,
people whom i called "buddy" are ... * i don even know how to describe dem,
but i am still thankful for all those wonderful times,
i wouldn't change anything of it,
becos they were part of my life and will always be.

i don care what others think i'm just who i am.
i control what and who i want to become.
i know self-limit.
i know with God i can do even greater things.