the past week had been a very hectic, busy, nerve-wrecking, stressful days i ever had. the purpose of life had been waking up early to go to the computer labs and get spaces, thereafter, spent the whole day in lab just editing the proposals, prepare presentation slides... automated lifestyle!

I realised the true importance of groupmates and cooperation & commitment u need from ur team-members. or else everything is just screwed up. i just don understand why.. why they cannot just do their parts! its so frustrating... to all who have been slacking and making ur group-mates do more, i think its time to wake-up! C'mon la we're are grown-ups, i'm sure we are mature enough to think on our own and noe what is right and not. which are ur priorities and which are not... if u still do not noe? i feel its time to do some reflection about urself.

everynight, i reflect on what i did the whole day and ask myself have i given my 100%? i always try and turn things around, something negative to a learning lesson. but i realised, there's a limit to that. i feel that i'm too positive, that people really start taking me for granted.. assuming that i will do everything.

another factor, i do not like is BAD ATTITUDE! i hear from my seniors and friends that some group-mates just give hell to the group, they come to school with "black long faces" as if the world owes them something, in addition, they talk as if they are some dictator, HELLO! WAKE UP! i can't stand these people, if i ever encounter, i'm sure i'm gonna "wake-them up" mood that changes like running water, i don understand why u guys have to make urself so sad, depressed and moody? WHY??? i read an online article before and it quotes "u can never be depressed unless u choose to" --> i think its so true... someone can piss u off but u will never flare up unless u choose to. i think in the hospitality line, this is very important. Being on the frontline, ur attitude really plays an important role. ur mood, temper, tone of voice and the body gesture matters a whole lot.

i noe alot of my friends are feeling that the world is unfair, problems with friends and bf/gf, problems with group-mates and family... but these problems will only make u stronger... u will be happy if u look on the brighter side, never make urself feel dejected and affect ur studies, mood and friends around u. in the end, whois in the losing end? Its still YOU! i believe everyone falls, but just pull urself and life goes on. don think of the unhappiness, they are like "excess baggages" suppose to be thrown away forever. I believe strongly that GOd will make a way, when there seems to be no way, he works in ways we cannot see, he will MAKE A WAY FOR ME!

thus, as we are approaching the final exams, for all my friends please do not give up, perserve to the end, it may be difficult but we'll all pull through together! (",) i say this becos, u guys matter alot to me!

*KorKor, take care yah?! mom and i will see ya soon, counting down the days! can't wait !!! good luck for ur solo flights and tests that u'll be taking! YOU CAN DO IT